i love the quiet

eyes that steal your soul

country

riding. just riding.

we used to do this just to get away and think and be together, but now we have freedom and do it for fun. its not to clear our heads anymore-its to explore our new town. its exciting instead of just relief with the looming cloud of thinking about what we have to go back to.

new faces, new pages, new land, new houses. a whole new county to memorize. new landscapes.

a new life.

i wonder

if i could be better

if i tried, i could do something bigger

if im everything i think i am

if i could really change something

how did this happen?

i think i might be stupid. just a quick guess.

the simplest things make me happy.

the simplest songs are my favorite.

the simplest ideas make me excited.

the simplest friendships last the longest.

the simplest music makes me dream.

the simplest picture amazes me.

the simplest piece of art makes me want to stare for hours.

the simplest sound makes me smile.

the simplest words make me wonder.

a while ago, the adjective "simple" meant stupid in a nice way. :)

but i dont mind.

i like simple.

when... how did this happen?

i used to be the little girl with the long brown hair with her head in the clouds. Dreaming of the most elaborate things, adding details in my head, visualizing things so intricate that they would make royalty jealous.

now i find simplicity intricate.

now i find simplicity elaborate.

and i dont mind.

help.

my grandpa is really sick. :(

please pray for him.

i dont feel like losing something.

whew.

{MuñozMayhem}

its been a looonnngggg time. i dont know why i keep this blog up when i have another one. but this blog is me-kendall. the other is crafty-kendall.
i feel like i can be honest here. and blatant about stuff. the other one i have to sugar coat stuff so people might possibly read it, and it might make them smile. i like making people smile and be inspired but i also need a place to vent and just be me.
so, hello... this is me. :)

*photo by MuñozMayhem on flickr, she is a lovely girl with the sweetest spirit. i love her photography!*